Age :38
Group: Administrator
Location: Sweden
Åke Vader is a Swedish QuakeWorld player with a history that dates back almost all the way to 1996. While he may not be the most competitive player anymore, he can be spotted on the xs4all free for all server and in the odd 4on4 mix game.
Contributions to the QuakeWorld scene has mainly been through the European Quake League site once upon a time, the now put to rest Refragged news site and countless posts in the QuakeWorld.nu forum. His occupation is within quality assurance engineering and in his free time he tries to stay fit and enjoy all that life has to offer!


Misc / 16 Dec 2007, 20:48
Lack of motivation and what not
It's December and christmas time. People are shopping like mad men and everything should be fine and dandy. I can't feel the christmas spirit nor do i have any energy - or desire - to play Quakeworld. What the fuck has happened?
It's been two weeks since the Dreamhack tournament and i'm not sure if that's what drained all my Quake energy, but it's somehow gone totally. I don't think i was that hyped about the tournament just before i went there, things just felt very nice when i was at place and the show was finally on.
For the last couple of months or so i've had a hard time playing Quakeworld. It's just not as super fun anymore and i often end up asking what the hell i'm doing on the server, thinking of countless things i *should* spend my time on.
How do the lot of you out there cope with feelings like these? Do you take a break and then come back with a surge of energy in your Quakeworld game? It feels like i had that break the last months though, so i fear this might be the final /quit for me when it comes to "serious" Quakeworld gaming.

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